Goals for 2011

I have a lot of goals planned for 2011. WOW. 2011. Where the fuck did the time go? Seemed as if yesterday was Jan 1, 2010. 2010 was a great year, but there were a few down sides. Hey, it's human. Right?

Goals:

- Say to myself, "Hey, everything is going to be alright. Stop being so damn over-dramatic. Stop the frustration. Stop worrying so much. Calm down. It's not the end of the world."

- I work too much. I need more ME time.

- Spend more time with Friends & Family.

- I love my body, and my curves. But, I'd like to lose a little bit of weight. I do a lot of weight lifting, so all that weight are in my muscles. I'm not complaining.

- Put up with bull-shit, or drama. It's not for me. Leave the bull shit out of my life.

- Travel more. Of course! I love vacationing, or traveling for work. I'd rather have the travel time pleasurable.

- I graduate in Feb or March of 2011. I'm really glad about that. I'd like to attend another school. I might, in 2011. Or wait until 2012.

- I say this shit over & over, during this weather: "I want to leave Chicago. I'm serious." Do I leave? NO. Why? I really love my City. I was born & raised here. My Boyfriend and I even discussed leaving. The City we have discussed to move to : NYC. However, it's fucking cold there, too. If we were to move to the West Coast, we'd move to either L.A. or SanFran.

- Focus on 1 project at a time. This will prevent unorganization, or scatterbrain'ness.

- Run for the Marathon. I said that I was going to run in 2009, but didn't. I said I was going to run in 2010, but didn't. WTF. I believe in the motto, "Don't say it, just do it." I'm not following my own motto's. I need to just DO IT. It'll be for a wonderful charity. PAWS CHICAGO.

- The wild mood swings has to GO.

- Staying positive. Kicking the negative shit out of my life. It's easy to say. But to do so, it can be a challenge.

- I'm grateful for what I have, and do: Spectacular Boyfriend, Caring Family, Wonderful Friends, Throw Parties, Make Kinky Films, Co-Owner of The Studio, Student, Model for talented Photographers, Dominate men who crave my services, I own 3 cats, we have a cozy home, etc. And, I'm seeking work in the Web Designing field. Geez. I guess I am a work-a-holic.

I have to be in control of my life, and get rid of negative thoughts. Sometimes, I say, "I give up." Or, "What's wrong with me?" And, "I'd like to disappear." This isn't the attitude to have. I'm not a loser. I'm a winner. I have goals, so now, it's time to accomplish em'.